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The Funny Never Ending Nightmare
I keep thinking it never truly happened, yet I'm kept awake at night with tears flooding left and right. My mind starts to wander to the memmories that we shared, I'm filled with sadness delight, and despair, and wonder will if I'll be alright. I guess I'm scared, I gave you everything I even cut my hair. In hopes that one day you would give as much as I had. No I'm left with this hollow pain. That day your smile brought me to heaven while your words dragged me to hell. The words rang into my ear like a deafing siren, the voice I so loved to hear broke me into a thousand peices, should I even bother fixing it? At that moment all I wanted to hear were the words I can never say again. You made me feel alive now I just want to crawl away and cry, to say I don't love you would be a big fat lie. These feelings are my scar, this is why I cry. You left me broken so how am I to get stronger? Inside it feels like I'm being torn apart. The life you made brighter, the sadness you made lighter, I was alone with the darkness all around me, to think something so devine into my life though I wasn't ready, I'd never call you a mistake, if so you're the mistake that I can take, I know your ears are wide open, but I just dont know what to say. I never thought it would and this way.......
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that was a very beautiful story... on how you made those words go that way...
==i admire you for that....
==please don't cry....when my friends cry i always tell them that i'm always will be here for them i won't let them down, i will guide them, protect them, comfort them in their most time of need ..... and i'll tell you what....i'll do the same to you
== you are a friend of mine and i won't let anything or anyone hurt you like this..
= so if you need anything or someone to comfort you..please don't hesitate to ask -
okay the more blog i read the mor i get inspired or i start crying